where we are at

I haven't fallen off the planet. Just no time to blog. I'm wondering if there ever will be again? I've been devoting my baby hands free time to homeschooling research.  We sent in our forms to the superintendent and it's official that Keely is going to be a homeschooled kid this year. I'm nervous. She turns five the first week of September. I can't believe that.

Five!?! Now that we are nearing the end of summer, everyone is talking about all their free time that they will have when their children go back to school. I'm thinking about the opposite…adding quality school time to our daily agenda. I often get a little feeling of excitement when I think about all the possibilities with homeschooling. It is usually followed by stress and anxiety though. Am I crazy? Is this the right choice? I hope we can make this work for our family. I really want it to work. I want us to be homeschoolers. 
Ryan has been home for a little bit and we've been spending time as a family. Once he returns to work next week. I'll be on my own again. Then it will be time for Keely's birthday and then the start of "school". AND dear Milo is all over the place. Man oh man. He'll be walking so soon and scaling all the furniture. He is so fast and sticks every single thing he finds in his mouth. He keeps us all busy. Yeah. I doubt the blog will see much of me in the future. 
I have made a few crafty things and we've done some house-ish things that are postable, but I can't get the time to take photos, upload them, and write about them. Sigh. I have so many ideas and projects planned (but not executed), that it gets a bit frustrating. I sometimes want to go blog crazy. This could be an awesome and fun space-crafty stuff, homeschooling adventures, and all the other garbage I'd babble about, but I can't even get more than 6 hours of sleep a night as it is (thank you mr. sleep fighter and miss bed hopper) so it is just not.going.to.happen. right now. I must accept and enjoy where I'm (we're) at in life and keep the babes the priority. I do hope that I can at least write a little something for our family journal here on occasion.